Can't sleep

random quote from mscl:
"I'm in love. His name is Jordan Catalano. He was left back, twice. Once I almost touched his shoulder in the middle of a pop quiz. He's always closing his eyes, like it hurts to look at things."

OK, so I'm wide awake even though normally at this time of night I would be asleep.

I had an epiphany. That is all I am going to say about that. Except that I think that's partly why I can't sleep. I feel different.

I got my hair cut and it looks like shit. I mean, it looks ok, I don't know. I am never really satisfied with my hair.

I miss Spain. I want to go back. I didn't appreciate it when I was there. I'm glad I have my memories though. They're all good ones.

I've been exercising more and it's nice. I'm really glad I'm taking a dance class. I think I might take one in the fall too.

I am looking for a job. Sometimes, ok, a lot of times, I get sidetracked, or lazy, or both. And it doesn't help that most people in my life don't care if I stayed unemployed for now. I am getting services from a social outreach group, and for the past month I have really been sidetracked by that. Anyway, sidetracked no more!

I miss Marian. I really work well when I am working with someone else to get things done. I don't know if that is ultimately beneficial but it was really helpful to me at the time. So I miss being in school and going to her to talk about things.