Hi. Well, it's been a while since I've updated this thing, so here goes...

Lately, I've been really tired and lethargic, and all I've wanted to do is lie in bed. I don't feel sadness. But I do feel apathy. I'm going to the doctor's next week so I will mention it then.
I've also been irritable.

I'm getting really worried because I don't have a job and I thought I would by now. I feel really like just..."who cares" and that concerns me too. The volunteer thing fell through, and that is upsetting to me, because I really was looking forward to it and thought it would work out. I feel like I'm falling and there's nothing underneath me sometimes. It's strange when things don't work out. I feel like, what do I do now? I guess find another place to volunteer. I'm just so tired and feel defeated right now. But it looks like I will either do that, or apply for jobs, or both.

The good thing is that I see my doctor next week so we can talk about it. I dropped in on a figure drawing class last week and next week I start my art class. I hope it goes ok... I'm looking into working with animals..